Do you allow others to make you feel wrong about what you feel? Do you often judge yourself for your feelings rather than trusting them and taking action for yourself based on them?
Feelings are information. Our feelings such as anger, anxiety, depression, and hurt are letting us know that we are telling ourselves something that is not true, or treating ourselves in unloving ways. Our uncomfortable or lonely feelings around another person may be telling us that the other person is being judgmental, needy, angry, blaming or inauthentic.
For example, Sally consulted with me because she often found herself repulsed by her husband's sexual advances. She was confused because she loved Tim very much, and there were times when she was sexually attracted to him. But most of the time she was turned off to him.
"Sally, when Tim approaches you for sex, what is his energy like?"
"Most of the time, I feel like he is pulling on me and demanding something from me. It doesn't feel loving, it feels needy. But when I say something about it to him, he tells me that it us my issue – that he loves me and just wants to express his love. I get so confused."
Sally has a hard time trusting her feelings because her mother was constantly invalidating her feelings as she was growing up. She has the same problem with a neighbor:
"It seems to me that Chelsea is often subtly judging my daughter in front of her, yet when I've said something to her she makes me feel like it's my issue."
"Sally, if you decided to trust and honor your feelings, what would you do differently with Tim and Chelsea?"
"Humm…well, I think I would stop being so tentative and stop judging myself and be firm with them."
"So what would you say to Tim when he is needy with you?"
"I would say, 'Tim, I love you and I am turned on to you when you come to me with your love, but not when you come to me with this empty needy energy.'"
"What would you say to Chelsea?"
"I would say, 'Chelsea, it is not okay to judge my daughter. If you keep doing this, I will not spend time with you.'"
"And what would you say or do if they tried to make it your issue?"
"I think I would say, 'This doesn't feel good,' and then walk away.
"How would you feel if you did this?"
"I would feel great!"
Andrew has a similar issue with his wife Susan. Andrew often feels Susan is being what he calls "not real." "There is something about her that is often inauthentic – like she is being a certain way to get approval from me and from others. I feel smothered by it and I shut down. Then she complains about my withdrawal and about my not wanting to have sex with her. But when I try to explain it to her, she gets angry and defensive and tells me that I have a problem with intimacy."
"Andrew, you are not trusting and honoring your feelings, which does create a problem with intimacy because you withdraw rather than speak your truth. If you were to totally trust your feelings when Susan is being inauthentic and pulling for approval, you would speak your truth instead of withdraw. Susan doesn't know when she is being inauthentic. She is just confused by your withdrawal. If you learn to trust your feelings and honor them by telling your truth, you will likely see much improvement in your relationship."
Andrew was surprised to learn that Susan actually appreciated hearing his truth, and their relationship is gradually improving.
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