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You know for a while I was pulled into the hype. That a girl who saw something that she didn’t like in another girl’s appearance, was just player hating. I would try to find something likeable in every girl. For a while I thought it was I who was wrong. I mean they got the guys. I was the one who was always the guy’s friend. But I could never bring myself to that level of hooch-ness. My mother taught me to wear slips and bras. Forgive me.
Then I was just resolved that perhaps I am meant to be alone.
But you know, the more I think of it, the more I realize just how full of crap I am.
Responsibility for any person’s unhappiness rest solely with that person. No one else. I have the responsibility for loving myself. I know this. And I am moving forward to my personal destiny, “hating” no one, ‘cause I got my own.
However, still, along the way to my future, I don’t want to see your thong. Please girls realize that a man who would eye the imprint of your thong in admiration in public will not respect you in private. It’s crazy to think that if you don’t love yourself enough to cover yourself, your man won’t show you’re a** himself by showing the same level of disrespect to you in how he talks about you and treats you, that you show by showing your body.
So when I past guy I found attractive in school who was flirting with a girl, and I caught a glimpse of her $5.99, Victoria Secret, see through, rhinestone studded thong (It’s didn’t take a hard look. I know every Victoria Secret item on site…now what does that say about me?) I knew he wasn’t worth my time.
So, until then, I’ll look as beautiful as I am, and wait. He’ll come. He’s just in medical school right now, or on tour with his band. And when he reaches the peak of his path, and I of mine, the two paths will cross, this I know.
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